Today was a tough day for me and for some of my friends, professionally. While I cannot go into details, I do want to express my feelings visually with this sketch. I call it a sketch because i did not fully render the image. It is pretty flat. I just wanted to do a small amount of cell shading to add some color. I hope you enjoy my efforts to portray my emotions on this night.Why so sad? Personally I felt very sad, angry, upset, frustrated, betrayed and cast aside. I realize that I have 2 choices to make: stay angry and dwell on it as I drown in my sadness, or stay positive and look to the future for some sunshine. Professionally, I should take the latter choice. I realize that this is a life lesson, and that this will make me grow not only as an artist, but as a person. As I take a step down from what is professionally expected and required of me, I am NOT taking a step down skillfully. In fact I can take my skills and apply them to my new venue. Who knows maybe something good will come from me giving more than what is expected of me.
I learned a lot, and I continue to learn. This is just a small rock that I tripped on as I climb my Everest of life.
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